The Process of Being Cheated On
Wintery snow covers the rustic lodge
In the fairy lights, I see him.
How he would joke and make me laugh
Cuddled next to the each other in bed
Giving each other warm, caring kisses
Not thinking of the frostbite of tears.
Sadness has greeted me through my tears
And this is no more loving kisses
I sleep alone in this giant bed
I no longer have a reason to laugh.
For now the other woman is with him
I'm sure they're together at his lodge.
I miss the homey welcome of his lodge
When thinking of time there all that comes is tears.
I don't know how to carry on without him
I long to feel more of his kisses
I'd do anything to have him make me laugh
Laying in darkness, in a cold bed.
I'm never gonna leave my empty bed
Though it's not as cozy as the one at the lodge.
Even watching a rom-com, I cannot laugh
All I can feel is my hot tears.
My skin burns from where he placed his kisses
No other lover will be like him.
I know my heart and body belong to him
No other man I want in my bed.
I would feel disgusted to have another's kisses
My heart's flame has burned out just as the one in the lodge.
Anymore I believe my eyes ran out of tears
And my voice forgot how to laugh.
My bedroom fills with the Friends fake laugh
I honestly don't know what life is without him.
On a lonely Friday night, I'm greeted again with tears
I lay lifeless in bed.
I wish to know if you he took her to the lodge
For once I'm tired of the tears, make myself get out of bed.
I remember to laugh when I see my reflection, I decide to go see him
I drive myself to see him and his lover at the lodge.